Well, I guess it's final. It's over, done, finished. Today Josh said he had something to tell me. I said okay. I didn't hear from him again until 10 PM. He said he was coming to grab some clothes. I had a female friend of ours come over because I needed someone to talk to. My sister ended up stopping by and was here when he got here. I told him that I had company and he was pissed. Started saying that I better not fuck with him when it came to Tayen and that he didn't want some dude around his daughter. I have no idea where this is coming from. I wasn't the one running around behind his back. I asked him what that meant, was he saying it was over? He said, I'll tell you when I get there. Okay, cool. Well, he gets here and I'd brought his clothes and stuff outside on the porch. He doesn't speak to our friend or my sister. He's very short and pissy with me. I asked him if he wanted to talk and he said no, I'll talk to you tomorrow. I asked for the house key back and he acted mad about that too. What am I supposed to do? He's the one who left me on Saturday with his refusal to come home. He made a decision. Does he expect me to be okay with it? Because I don't know any wife in her right mind who would be!! He's so caught up in living this rock star life that he's thrown his family, our marrige, five fucking years down the drain. If he needed time to think, I don't think the running around on me and the excessive drinking are going to help. I think that he's scared to tell me the truth.... But I'm okay, I promise. I have started the process of taking care of me and Tayen. I've started looking for a job and I will find one. I will do whatever it takes to ensure that Tayen is okay. She is my main priority. It just saddens me that she nor I were ever his........